[	Current Mood	|	crappy	]
[	Current Music	|	bob dylan- the times there a changin'	]

listen to this....

i can hear you...

stop yelling

i know it's getting rough

thats the way it goes

but we've got each other

remember we've always got each other

don't make it look so pretty burning... 

i miss the stars and the walk to your house with my best friend, who said it was a good idea, and the first time we spoke, i mean  really spoke, that was amazing. why am i still here, this is, bad, ntot what i had planned.

things are changing but does that mean we have to change?

just be nice, okay, you don't have to be such a bitch, stop SLAMING THE DOOR

the bus is going to leave you if you don't get out of bed mr.!

it goes on and on and on

and on

and on

here's a thought......

stop being so strange around the penguin.

listen to this....

i can hear you...

stop yelling

i know it's getting rough

but thats the way it goes

but we've got each other

remember we've always got each other

[	Current Mood	|	impressed	]
[	Current Music	|	emery- so cold i could see my breath	]

It's like my whole life never happened
When I see you, it's if I never had a thought
I know this dream, it might be crazy
But it's the only one I've got. Okay. - bob dylan

so, things are okay right now, i have my friends, and i'm thankful for that, i love you guys. so right now my life is work, music,and trying to hang out as much as i can, i haven't had much time to do much at all lately. damn.

i bought the new emery album today. it's sooo awesome. yep. so....i'm still working on stuff for my innocent self , so hopefully i'll finish something soon, i have a hard time finishing things lately.

good night...

[	Current Mood	|	confused	]
[	Current Music	|	silverstien-bleeds no more	]

so, what to say? the cubicle equals hell, and i can't stand talking to idiots all day, but thats my life.

so i'm working on a side project called my innocent self it's mostly acoustic, so yeah , i'm hoping that zac and i will be able to practice soon so we can get things going with that

umm...things are pretty strange for me right now it's like i heard an awesome song, and it means alot to me, but one day i don't feel the same when i hear it, it's like hey here's chaos in the place of that song you once loved, it's pretty confusing for me.

sleep work sleep work eat sleep work gun + my hand = freedom

decision making sucks, why can't i just know what to do, and if i did would it acctually make things better?

waiting, thats my life, i waste my life away waiting, waiting for 1st break, lunch, 2nd break, time to go home, get home and wait to do it all over again.now i'm waiting for that song i love, the sweet melody, it's all worth it

if selfishness is brought on by love is it my fault that i'm selfish? love makes me do things that i wouldn't normally do so yeah am i a victim?

i hate wanting something that i can't have, or that someone else dosen't want, but once craved with a passion

ramble ramble ramble

i just smacked her picture across the room, it hit the wal, and is now on the floor, i didn't do it out of hate, it was love, love made me do it, like i said love makes me do things i wouldn't normally do.

i'm beginning to wonder if this will work out or not.....

time to pick up the bottle

[	Current Mood	|	exhausted	]
[	Current Music	|	a change of pace	]

so this is you sitting next to me

watching fire burn in the darkest places

please don't search for daylight

say goodnight for now

sometimes the best secrets are kept

in the dark,

or in the ground

deep

in a hole

you dug

yourself

[	Current Mood	|	anxious	]
[	Current Music	|	fear before the march of flames- thestateoftxvsfearbefore	]

I'm pretty excited about the show tomarrow, we're going to be playing some new stuff, so i hope things go well.

 the past weekend was by far the craziest weekend i've ever experianced, but yeah that's all i want to say about that.

here's the set list for the show on wednesday

                             murder scene

                             burning headlights and broken hearts

                             all stiched up

                             rain is the cure

                             untitled song

[	Current Mood	|	lethargic	]
[	Current Music	|	the blood brothers	]

I just got home from my trip to Florida, I had a great time, but I am glad to be home. I met some interesting people while I was down there, like this one girl form Jersey who was in the second Drive Thru record dvd. But yeah school is almost out, and I can’t wait to graduate, although I’ll have to find a real job soon after. I’ve heard that our plans to go to oaklahoma might be canceled, but I guess that’s ok If we don’t go, because  I’ll get to move out sooner. So, things are getting better for me, I feel like I’m actually friends with Mae again, and with Jackie also. Ohh!! I got my new guitar!! Yes!!

I love it! Heh, umm…Joel and I officially began working on Emo Bot 5000 material last week. We’re working on getting a song on myspace pretty quick, so I’m really excited about that. A Taste of the End has a show on march 18^th, yip, we’re working on some new material, so I hope it’s ready by then. I’ve been working on some material as a side project thing in my spare time, I’ve worked in some keyboards on a few of the songs, but yeah that’s lame stuff.

I have nothing else to write, but for some reason I don’t want to stop typing.

        Tap…tap ….tap tap…tap

I tap my foot, because I know somewhere in the world there is music playing right now.

Tap…tap ….tap tap….tap

I tap my foot, because I’ve got that lousy song stuck in my head again

Tap…tap…tap tap…tap 

I tap my foot, because I love to tap

Tap…tap… tap tap…tap

I'll tap my foot all night long…tap tap

Don’t stop taping….tap tap…

Tap…tap…tap tap…tap

[	Current Mood	|	sad	]
[	Current Music	|	greenley estates- tear my world apart	]

dear Beth(my old guitar),

i'm sorry i sold you, you we're worth more to me than 100 dollars, but you know these things can't last forever. don't you worry though, i'll buy you back as soon as i get the money. I want you to know that you can never be replaced, and i'll always remember the times we shared. I love you,and i wish you the best.

                                                love,

                                              Lee Arriaga

[	Current Mood	|	curious	]
[	Current Music	|	a static lullaby- faso latido	]

What is it that makes me wait or hope?

Hope that this knife will pierce my soul more quickly.

Instead it inches it's way in, it inches and twists, and it feels like it will never kill me.

It's simply teasing me, and with each inch, quiet half uttered hopes escape my lips.

I hope your enjoying this, i hope you grasp this handle and drive this knife through my eye

because i want to see it all. Let the blood drip down to my nose so i can smell it, and down to my

lips so i can taste it. The end....It tastes so sweet, like a breath of fresh air in a room full of

watchers, watching, and judging. Sweet like a drink to quench my first for truth, sweet like a god-damn new beggining

[	Current Mood	|	busy	]
[	Current Music	|	lights out- halifax	]

so we played our first show last weekend, it was ok, for our first time. Yeah the show was awesome everyone was dancing and moshing just like the good old days.

Things have been strange lately, if it wasn’t for the band I’d feel really bad about my life right now. So if things get shitty with the band I’m screwed, for now. Argghh I hate that I feel like that, ehh..who cares.

So… school’s almost out, yip!, I’m so ready for the summer, I hope we get to play a lot of shows, but if we don’t then I’ll be fine just partying. Ha ha ha

Ahhh..the bell just rang

it's all in your hands

                         and your hands are around my neck